the very long silence, and so much of nothingness

I haven't been writing for long. yah, i know that. and today..i feel like writing, despite of the mountain of works that awaits me. duh.

Ah anyway now i remember why i haven't been writing so much lately. nothing really caught my eyes, nothing really made me hear, nothing really interest me to talk. its just the same ugly silliness. same ugly.

A friend told me.."its the issue of trust that's causing the problem".

I could not agree more.

If there's anything that I afraid other than God himself, is to get hurt.