happy birthday to me

12:10 am, 7th Oct 2009

It's my birthday. My 25th birthday.

I've got some super earlier wishes today, one from a dear friend whom i haven't met for sometimes now due to work/living distance. Another one was from a colleague, who so cutely ask his friend to made me a flash-design Happy Birthday wish. So adorable. Last one was from my best friend, one of my best friend, who wishes me early cos she's going to sleep and didn't want to wait till 12.

I went to bed early today too, cos at first I was feeling abit sick and headache (probably due to hunger - i am on diet ha). But after tossing around for like an hour, I gave up and wake up, sit in front of my laptop and watch some YouTube video from my favourite artist. I thought when the clock strike 12, my phone will be flooded with SMSs from friends who will be wishing me Happy Birthday.

But sadly, there was none.

OK la, not so suprising anyway. I don't have loved one who will for sure wish me. I have some good friends but birthday are casual for us, so I probably get the wishes few days later. And I have also estranged some friends so to hope for a wish was like wishing for the star to fall on my lap.

I did wished though. I even stupidly wished, or thought, something really good will happen when I turn 25.

Nothing happens.

I guess its true when they say, age is just a number.

So anyway, Happy Birthday to myself. :D I should be contented since I am still being given a chance to enjoy this life freely up to this age. I am grateful.