when you gave out a bag of gold, you would expect to get back at least the same amount of gold, right?
but in life, that is hardly the case.Most of the time, it will either you gave out too much and receiving too little, or, you gave out too little, and receiving too much.
Ain't that sad?
Life is sad anyway. Sad sad journey. So why bother giving, or expecting anything, when you know you will not get what you want?
why bother having a dream, when all thats left was just a nightmare?
i don't know why. i do not care either. i just want to go on this journey, and not turning back anywhere.
Friday, March 13, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
nocturnes
Some people said that mistakes are the most common things in life, but the scar of hurts that you've done, will stay forever. When love and respect had gone away, not even the mountain of regrets can return back the time that we've missed. it's long gone, and it's soon to be forgotten.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
answered prayers
frankly, i never put on so much hoped to my prayers (do'a), although I did it a lot. It's not like I don't believe it at all, it's just, I guess, I just don't want to put on hope. (it goes in circle..lol)
and then I had always know that a good prayer comes with good hardwork. You can pray all you want, but if you don't work for it, miracles don't happen. At least not for everyone...
So to the case of my beloved brother, it was a good combination of hardwork, and heaps of prayers. We (my family members), had almost give up with any hope of him to be admitted to a boarding school. I sent at least 7 applications to 7 schools - no answer, he went to at least 3 schools to apply directly - no answer, I called the school - all I got was some rude answers. And my brother was very very depressed with the situation..when eventually, the letter came.
He was admitted to a school, and at this moment, he was already in the school.
My point it, when prayers were answered, and when your hardwork were paid, it feels like all your miseries had gone away, replaced by some thick mist of happiness.
And it's sweet.
I wish my brothers, both of them, best of luck in their future undertakings.
and then I had always know that a good prayer comes with good hardwork. You can pray all you want, but if you don't work for it, miracles don't happen. At least not for everyone...
So to the case of my beloved brother, it was a good combination of hardwork, and heaps of prayers. We (my family members), had almost give up with any hope of him to be admitted to a boarding school. I sent at least 7 applications to 7 schools - no answer, he went to at least 3 schools to apply directly - no answer, I called the school - all I got was some rude answers. And my brother was very very depressed with the situation..when eventually, the letter came.
He was admitted to a school, and at this moment, he was already in the school.
My point it, when prayers were answered, and when your hardwork were paid, it feels like all your miseries had gone away, replaced by some thick mist of happiness.
And it's sweet.
I wish my brothers, both of them, best of luck in their future undertakings.
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