expectation

when you gave out a bag of gold, you would expect to get back at least the same amount of gold, right?

but in life, that is hardly the case.Most of the time, it will either you gave out too much and receiving too little, or, you gave out too little, and receiving too much.

Ain't that sad?

Life is sad anyway. Sad sad journey. So why bother giving, or expecting anything, when you know you will not get what you want?

why bother having a dream, when all thats left was just a nightmare?

i don't know why. i do not care either. i just want to go on this journey, and not turning back anywhere.