ending

Its a funny feeling when something ended. Be it something dreadful and you have always wish for it to end, or something nice that you had wished for it to go on forever, yet you know well that one day it will come to its end.

I am now at the end of my journey in this company. And like the famous saying, every ending marks the new beginning. And so it seems. 7 days from now, i am going to be working at a new place, new environment, with new post and a new boss. I do not know if this 'new' thing will be a good or bad thing, but regardless, i am looking forward to it.

But somehow it feels weird to leave this place i have been endured so long. It has no doubt become a part of me, and i have somehow became far too comfortable by it. Yet now i have chosen to end the journey, and along that line i do feel that this time around, i am at least making a rightful decision for once in my life.

Many had happened since the day i set my foot at this very place. I met friends who treated me so kindly it had made my heart feel so warm and gracious. For once, i truly understand the meaning of the word friendship. It was sch a strong bond, and everytime i remember it, it will always make me smile. I remember the laugh, the tears we shed together, the gossip and talks, along with lots of promises and many other. I dearly missed the old time, but i do realize that there is no way time will turn again. Things changed, and for better or worse, it will go on forward, not making a tick behind.

Although we are all not as close as we use o be now, and we each head on towards our own life, it feels like what we've had before was so precious that nobody can take it away from us. Its a sacred thing for me, that i wish to tell to my generation later, that in my youth, i had found such friendship liek no others.

I will be the last person to break away from this place that holds us together. First it was Jm, then after much havoc, went off Jm2 and Tk. Things had worsen at that time, and so in spite of everything, Ad made her move. Then Mg and Mn, went away together - indeed they have always been together, so it is just fair for them to go together. I had stayed longer, making new friends and stregthen my position. And then finally i made the decision to fly away.

So here i am. 7 days from my next flight. Destination? i will put it as unknown, though i know the track that i would be taking.

So here's something for them, though by any chance, they will not likely to stumble upon this:

"Whatever that we have had in the past, was the best thing that ever happened in my life so far. I can still feel the warmth of your friendship, the trust we've shared and the feeling of belonging that we gave to each other. And now, though we were separated by our lives, I shall not ever forget about any of you. May we be friends forever, and the luck stays with us till the end"