one step at a time

sure. that’s easier said that done.
truth is, i feel like every time i seem to be able to make even one slight step ahead, there will surely be hurdles and lots of barriers – only to be overcome by two (or more) steps backward.
so unfortunately, i will remain at the same stop. well, only with probably different scene.

this sure sounds like somebody who has given up. or trying to blame all her misery to the unavoidable fate and tragedies of life.

what else can she does?