down with the flu

I was down with some nasty flu & fever over the weekend. Well, somehow my wish did came true. I did not do any work during the weekend, in fact – i did not do anything at all. Literally.

I don’t remember having flu & fever this bad before. Normally, I can still at least function. But what happened last weekend was totally unexpected. I fall flat.  No energy – despite my constant drinking of Vitagen. My throat was burning, and I can only bring myself to drink the Vits. Not sure how that is affecting me, good or bad.

I wish for this sickness never happen again, and with that, i’m going to be more careful with my diets, daily activities, ensuring that i have enough rest and so on. I’d rather be occasionally upset finding i have a lot to do than to try and do a lot of things and drive myself crazy again. (Hopefully boss get the hint too! I’m not young la, late 20s already…)

Tonight I'm finding myself missing my work. Haha. I know, as if that even possible. I also know that as soon as I step my feet on the building tomorrow, the feeling will change. It’s just – I don’t feel good not working. I’m constantly worried. (this is the exact same feeling I felt when I was a lot younger, when it rains in the morning, I cried when mom said I don’t have to go to school. the very thought of missing out freak me to no ends.)

Anyhow, despite being sick, I manage to download and read The Hunger Games. Not yet finish, but goodness, I lost count of how many times I almost cry reading it. Such inspirational book.

Going to get my beauty sleep now. Night world.