I hope its not a crime...

to miss someone that you can no longer have.

Lately, i have been thinking about you, about us, a lot. In each of my waking moment, you are in my mind. I cant help but to think about what we could have been. The alternate ending. One where i smile, and not drowning in my own tears like right now.

I am miserable. All these lousy thoughts about what could have happen drives me insane. Im tired.

I know you will never look back, but if you ever did, then look at me for once this time, and tell me.

Seriously, i miss you too much, it broke my heart. Too much.