So i woke up this morning with his message asking where am i now, then proceeding with him asking if i would like to have breakfast. Even in my not so awake state, my heart started to thump so fast, i can literally hear every beats of it. Like, of course i want to forget him, but its never so easy! I still have that occasional high rise of adrenalin when his name popping up in the air. After all, i used to be so besotted over him.
Deciding that maybe a breakfast will not hurt me much, so I agreed to it. (and in the inside, my heart started to salsa...i have not met him in 3 years!!). I asked if he can come and fetch me at home...totally normal, right? And guess what he said? "I don't have a car, thought you will have it by now"
Erghhh..seriously, why he has to lift up my hope so high, then crush it to the ground??? Of course i don't have an effing car! I am so mad, i told him that i don't want breakfast anymore, and that I am going out soon. Of course thats totally not the case, but i am so mad at him for what he just did.
After all, thats what he always do. Give me hope, then crush it. If anyone should be blame for my lack of dreams, and hope, and negativity - he can be one.
I am off to find breakfast on my own, at my own comfort!
1 comments:
Can i have his number? That's all i wana ask from you.
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