cos the pain, its not forever

You were probably been thinking that today is the end of your life. Today is the end of the happiness that you have for the longest time in your life. Today is the end of the love that you've once had hold so dearly in your heart.

Think again, because as well as today will be the end of everything that you could think of, it is also the beginning of something else. The pains that you have inside of you today, even though at this moment seems to be like a poison that will taint your soul, will one day become your source of strength.

The miserable feeling of being and getting hurt will at least be so yesterday. The feeling of being taken for granted will no more making you so down and depressed, leaving your heart feeling empty and wretch. The never ending questions on whether he is being loyal, or he is playing around behind your back, will no longer be at back of your mind.

This is the time for you to think of yourself. To focus on what you really want in life, besides him, of course. Think about what you going to do, what your life will be, how you want it to be. This is the time for you to collect back every drops of self-love that you have dropped ever since you were with him. This is the time.

And always remember, the love you have had, no one can take it away from you. It's your. It belongs to you. So feel free to keep it. But don't live with memory. Live for the future, and take that memory of the love you have once had as a keepsake. Don't walk in it, but walk with it. Make it your strength, for it will always be the reminder to yourself, that you have once had a great love, that you will always remember.

Move on, and don't look back. Life is too precious to be wasted with just this.

And please, please always remember to be happy for your own sake.

*its not easy to be wise, knowing how much you must be in pain now. but i guess you will be strong to face this. you know this day will come one day, so embrace it with your strength. stop asking why it happened to you, but always remember that whatever happen, it prepares you for greater challenge up ahead. take a very good care of yourself.