please God, if you hear me, please

right now, i really am not in a good mood. i just can't imagine how my brother will face his fate.

he was not being accepted to any school, while his twin already in a boarding school. and his PMR result, was not bad at all.

i know i make it as if this whole boarding school was so important to us. but hell yeah, it is. it is important.

i just pray that out of that many applications that i sent out, one will be answered. I pray that my brother will be accepted.

and if he did not, i pray that he will be able to face this, and be strong. He needs nothing else but a faith in himself, and a strength to stand up back on his feet.

Amin.

my heart is crying. i pity my brother.