3 days after

well i still can’t quite believe that it happened.

not sure if its because this is what i have been waiting and hoping for a really long time – but had no expectation that it WILL actually happen, or because i can still hear your voice, the voice that I've been missing for long, saying those words so-matter-factly.

“hey you know, i’ve engaged” those are your words. i remember hoping for this time, yet now i truly understand what it means by be careful with what you hope for. it’s ourworldly different.

its been tough days since. i tried to move on my life as usual, yet inside, i feel much lonelier than i’d ever felt before.

i guess you weren’t just a dot in my heart. in fact you’re many dots, filling up my heart, yet never really there.

i need to forget those feeling. you know that’s my one weakness.