well..I'd just finished watching this movie. It's a good one. sad and happy at the same time. i don't feel like i would want to give you a synopsis of this movie, or the book (which i think i will soon go for it). you go figure the synopsis yourself. what i feel like writing here is how this movie made me thinking. oh yeah, i know...i am far too easy to be influenced. i know that, in fact, i knew that for long. always...
so, like the main actress, i have no idea what i want in life. i guess, even though i had always talk about my ambition, my goal, my wish...deep and far away inside me..i had always believed that i would never get a grip on them. no. none of it.
i don't know what i want to do, or what i will do next. what i know for sure, is that i need to do something to make my life going. i was given two years of 'playing', two years of dreaming, and two years of believing that life is all but being worried. those two years was the most happiest time in my life.
but now, that two years has ended. good enough that it was not abruptly happened. but i would not say that its a good thing for it to happen slowly..and with me having full acknowledge of it. truthfully, it was no good at all.
i know its not good for me to be idled like this. but i have no idea yet how things going to be next. i totally have no idea.
maybe when I'd figured something out, i will jot it here. but not now.
now its all blank and empty.
i think if i feel like going out tomorrow, i will hunt for this book. thats it. thats or the start. ha ha.
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