so yesterday

well, don't worry. today i will not be ranting about all that lousy miserable feeling of missing some person who doesn't even take notice of me! apparently, all it takes is just a little 'downtime', and now i'm feeling rather neutral about my feeling towards him. its like, okay he's cute and all, but if he's not into me, then it will not make any different. so i might as well just give it a rest and let time takes it course.or so i decide..ahem

actually just now i wanted to write about something else, but I've just got a message from my mom, saying that one of little sister just got her first period. how time flies. she's a woman now.

i can't help but to feel old, somehow. dang.