giddy

i feel high with euphoria at the moment. been smiling nonchalantly since the past hour. smiling as i type these words. smiling.

i feel like as if i was freely running in a field of poppies, breezy wind wiping down my pink cheek, and everything else is right in its place.

ok, a girl can dream.

i did the unthinkable today. usually i have always wished to go home together with him. well, at least to share the lift. always wishing, but never actually get the chance. or someone else will be in the lift.

but today, i sort of plan it. i saw him going, then i quickly grab my things and left. just like that.

we talked, which probably the longest we’ve talked since last 5 months, and although the topic is super boring..at least we’ve talked. and most importantly, i manage to stay calm, and act casually. (although inside my heart, its already singing that song i wrote about yesterday!)

i know its not much. but its enough.