torture

how can I remain calm, when your laugh whistling at my ears like an elf song, calling for attention, soothing my soul like an angel’s lullaby.

since the last time i wrote, we’ve been in touch a lot more than i had ever imagined. it’s like, the more I'm thinking about it, the more i feel like i hate to live if i can’t have you. you’re in my every prayers, you’re in my every words whispered late at night, you’re in my every hopes and dreams.

and of course, you’re so much in my dream I'm almost wanted to live in it. somehow, I'm feeling the vibes that I'm not the only one with feeling here. but i could be wrong.

in fact, i was wrong before, too. can’t deny the fact that deep deep down, I'm still very much hurt by all that happens.

it’s your birthday dear friend, have a good day, and i’ll miss you always!