i hate everything

I hate everything around me now. really hate it. it's like, every single things make me frustrated.

I'm in ugly condition, that is why i refuse to see you. I will end up say horrible things to you, or act ugly, or being nonchalant and not the fun girl i had used to be.

I'm bored, frustrated, broken-hearted.

No amount of anything can change me now.

If taking ones life is not a sin, maybe i'll be gone by now. Because, thats the only way to numb this pain i felt inside.

But don't worry, i will be fine. I will smile again.