can i trust you?

i am certainly not someone who will easily give my trust to anyone, be it my parents, siblings, or friends. i just don't want to be upset when they broke their promises, which they always did. thats why.

but then, there are times when i decided to give my trust to some particular person, or persons. of course, it took me sometime to analyze and decide and whatnot, only then i gave my trust. it sounded like a big business eyh? but to me, yeah..it is that important.

anyway, life is always unpredictable. no matter how careful you are, if its fated that you're going to be hurt, you will be hurt. if its fated that the one you trust will end up betraying you, you will be betrayed. and if its fated that all your hopes will fade and crush, it will be. certainly.

my life has turn sour each day. promises broken like a crushing wineglass. hope swayed like a dead fallen leaf.

yet, i still believe that i am going to be okay. this is just a nightmare, that i will soon forget.

its a very bad dream indeed.