What I wish for right now

OK, first of all, yeah, now is working time. Which means, I am supposed to do work and nothing else but work. By working means i have to face the black screen with codes that lately have the ability to make me nauseatingly headache. And i am inevitably being chased by deadlines. Sigh.

But anyway, since the Internet connection at home is temporarily unavailable (i hope!), i am taking my sweet time here updating my blog during working hour. I know, its a crime, its bad idea, its not good. But, boohoo! As if i will care! (Now be kind and don't tell this to my dearest boss, will ya?!)

So right now,

I wish I can have the SE phone that i've been eyeing for quite sometime now.


By now, I mean NOW. Duh! I was half-asleep in the bus this morning, when suddenly as the bus stop and brake at some point, causing me to half-heartedly open my eyes only to find that the girl sitting beside me was using that SE K630i phone. Damn! It looks so good and smart and whatnot. I think that girl realized that I was obviously looking at her phone (when she happened to type in SMS), and promptly she put the goddess phone into her handbag. Ouch! I wish i have the courage to say “err, excuse me, I adore your phone so much. Can i at least have a touch of it?”. Hmmfph. [RM 700-max]

I wish I can go for that fish spa whatever-name in Midvalley


My feet are hideous. Oh no, its not like its just lately becoming hideous. Its like that since last time. Although i love to take care of my self (by taking care means buying all sorts of lotions,creams and whatever nicely packaged things displayed on Guardian shelves, but not using it!), i've been abadoning my feet for quite sometimes now. When i read about how those tiny fishes will eat your dead-cells, I've been imagining a softer feet after the treatment since. Anyway I have no idea how much i can stand the tickle from a fish-bites, and bigger problem of all, i can't seem to find a partner to go there with me. Most girls are ticklish, and i hate doing such 'girlish' thing with a guy! [RM 38 / 30 minutes]

I wish I can go for a holiday

Phuket

Macau

Huuu...God knows how much I yearn for a break. Seriously. These few months has been a great chaotic in my life and i'm surprise to see myself enduring it so far. At some stages, i even need to ask myself, “wasn't that you're suppose to be crying now?” But the tears won't come. Maybe i've cried too much anyway. I'm growing tired of being tough and all, so what i hope now is a great holiday. Something other than working will be just fine.


Furthermore, I can't wait for the moment when i can finally wear all those kind of winter jackets. Ha-ha. I know it's crazy, but i find them so adorable and attractive. Don't laugh!

I wish I can get the Canon Ixus 960IS as soon as possible


Damn! I've even been dreaming about this camera. I'm saving money now! (by this i mean that i'm living under a stringent budget in vision that i can save enough money for this camera before end of September]. Lets just pray that nothing will happened that will require me to sacrifice this good money, especially lets hope that my father won't call and say “Can you pay this for me?” I kow that sounded like a bad bad kid, but seriously, this is something that has been haunting me for years. I must get it or i will go insane. But then there's another silly problem. I don't have a credit card, and to pay RM 1.5K cash is so uncool, or at least thats what i think.

I wish I can have sushi for lunch later


Another crazy craving. Me? Sushi? I used to hate them. I can't even eat one small portion of it. But then somewhere along the way, I began to challenge myself and 'learn' to eat them. And I began to like sushi a lot better now. I can even sometime crave for the taste of wasabi on my tougue. Yummy!

I wish I can wear 5-inches stilettos to work

Haih, if only i don't have to walk 10 minutes from my house to the LRT station, then taking up more than 50-steps of stairs, and then squeezing myself into the train, and then holding up to the holder in the train to avoid myself swinging as the train grudgingly move, and then get down to the bus stop, standing and waiting for like 30 – 45 minutes for the stupid bus who always come with snail-style (I mean slow), and then juggle for a sit in the bus if lucky (if not have to stand for another 10 – 20 minutes in a wriggling bus), and then walk again for 5 – 10 minutes to office. What a long long way to come to work. Its not wonder my ankle sore. *sheeeesh*

I wish I have enough money to splurge on shopping


I had began this shopping craze since early this year. Despite all the tight budget and all, i still manage to get myself those things that i had never had any lust on getting. I began to collect more than one shoes, bags and began to flooding my wardrobe with new collections. Although its nothing expensive, but still, this is beyond what i used to be. Romp become a regular shopping venue, and a visit MNG or ZARA (i used to don't like them) become more. Not good for my purse I foresee, but then the urge and tempt is killingly undeniable. Maybe it has to do with living 5-minutes away from one of the main shopping complex in KL. Ga-Ga.

I wish I can have something chocolatey(and nutty) to binge now


By that i mean, i wish i can have Nips right now. I know it's just 10 am, but I am craving for it so much. Huhu..how crunchy!

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I wish I can just wish for things to happen and then it will happen the way i want them to happen.

Oops, too much.